Random thoughts from a random mind

Last time I talked about a school girl crush that I had on a guy. I have not heard from him in a little bit and I think that those crush like feelings are beginning to subside and now I am just in the mood for some great conversation. I would love nothing more than to have a wonderful adult conversation with a rational adult. I would not mind debating a topic of interest or even batting around some ideas about how to change the broken aspects of our society. I have yet to find such a person to carry on a conversation of substance, I simply move about my day speaking at the level that my listener would most appreciate.

I am in the process of attempting to build a plant cell out of a styrofoam ball. It is turning quickly into a flop and I just pray for a somewhat decent grade from the professor.

Although I think about the ex all the time, I am very glad that it is not to be. I am not sure if I was the chaos in his life or if he were the toxin in mine but I think that apart, we may just thrive. He would have some brilliant reason as for why I chose to you chaos and toxin and put them in the order that I have, and I would love nothing more than to hear the reasons. He was that one…. That one that I could listen to, talk to, learn from and feel mentally fulfilled, I’m sure there will be no other.

I heard from a friend today, a friend that will never be. I am no where close to being a judgemental person, however, the superficial views and judge-y ways of this friend makes it perfectly clear that he and I are not now, and will never be on the same mental wavelength. The schoolgirl crush guy was close, it was a completely different type of mental stimulation but he was close. And then there was my tragic trip down memory lane. In no way , shape, or form, should I have ever had opened that can of worms, I guess boredom can flip you on your head. Anyhow, it was a nightmare that I chose to forget as soon as humanly possible.

There, I have purged myself of all of my boy drama and  feel a ton better.

I am back to bloggin’ I hope to continue the Miranda/Paul saga.