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Moving through the fog

All of my life I have been moving through a fog. This is the reason why sometimes my memory of certain moments are weak at best. My reason for this realization is because I am watching 16 and pregnant. In this episode, the subject lost her fiance early on in the pregnancy and had to deal with that. She went into preterm labor and was charged to reside in the hospital for the duration of the pregnancy. The baby inevitably was born early and had to stay in the NICU until he is well enough to go home.

My twins were born early , and most of that is a fog. I remember some parts but not enough to string together a legible account of that time. I remember smiling brightly, daily at all of the NICU nurses and doctors. Walking through the halls not knowing truly what was going on and what the situation really was about. I hate that this time in my kids lives, in my life evades me. I wish that I could recount their days that early so that I could tell them all types of cool stories. Sadly I know not a single name of a nurse who job it was to care for my premature babies.

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