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Undefined…… Like my life

Everything seems to be up in the air now-a-day. My relationship with V seems to be in limbo, I’m out of work, and I have a strong feeling of unrest coursing through my body.

I was laid off on Tuesday, simply told “we can’t afford to pay you anymore”. This was upsetting to say the least, but I was forewarned. It was a horrible day given the death of a friend and my issues with V. I kind of moved around in a fog, nothing meant too much just flow. I hung out with V because I didn’t have the boys, that turned south quickly and ended in me storming out at 4am pissed at being accused of going through his phone, as if it were that serious! But now that you mention, what are you hiding???

After that all took place, things got awkward I no longer worked next door, no longer had sitters because I didn’t work, we no longer would see each other everyday. I couldn’t bring in or back and now I wonder if that were the reason for our union. Was it solely transport related? Could it be that fucked up? Could I be that blind, and unassuming? I don’t know, all I know is that things are weird and I’m lost for a solution, yet again in my life.

I am now focusing on a way in which to take the summer off and hang out with the boys more and that is all.

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