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Day that lasts forever

Yesterday was the day to end all days. In one fell swoop I learned that V is not that supportive, I may lose my job in the coming weeks and my friend, since birth pretty much, is brain dead.

Where does one begin?

I’m sure I mentioned that V was a little testy yesterday morning, that coupled with a ton of other tiny things about him had started the smoke of the day. After trying to get through this with him, my sister calls while I was at work and tells me that Tre was found “blue”, revived, but is now brain dead and his liver and kidneys are done. After a major freak out I decided to take a break for an hour. I returned to work obviously shaken and my co-manager had come in. After chatting a bit with him and V, I told him of my friends situation. V returned to work and he says “well I have more bad news…… Julio says some things need to change and you were most likely going to be let go”. Why beat the dead horse I ask myself. We talked of all these things for the rest of the day and then V and I headed home. I told him I would return to his place after taking care of school stuff I neglected, I needed to be comforted through this awful stuff. I did return, received no comfort at all, only “I don’t know what to say or do for you, I just don’t know”. I demonstrated the proper way to console by placing his arm around me and telling him this was it, it was simple, just be there. To which he still didn’t “know”. I gave in around midnight but as I readied to leave, he asked me to stay, I complied although I needed him I knew now he didn’t know how but I knew how to console him. I left at 4am alone again without even a walk to the car.

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