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As the frustration sets in

I am above frustrated today. I have no real reason for the frustration but yet here I sit, ready to jump out of my skin. I spent last night with V and maybe this is the reason for the senseless frustration. I think I have spent far too many sequential days with him. I need a small break so today and tomorrow and maybe even Friday. Yes most likely Friday as well I need a time out. Maybe this is why I’ve been single for such a long time. I start to get just antsy and exhausted, probably due to the “go hard and fast” mentality, emotional burnout.

Last night we tried to order Chinese food and it was a nightmare, he too got frustrated with our struggle with what appears to be a very easy task. Turned into an hour long ordeal. Then the light sleeper that he is was awaken by every movement in his tiny bed and I of course was waken by him. I vowed no more sleepovers because I am just tired. I’m sure I won’t stick by that but only if he comes to me and no time soon for sure. He did finally wake me up in the best way one could and then I headed home to start my day.

My day started off sleepy and I had to go back to pick him up for work. We work in the same area, another reason why we see each other everyday. I will see him at least twice during the work day, although, he hasn’t been over yet so maybe he is feeling the same, then I will drop him off at home.

Tomorrow he doesn’t work and I do so this will start the time away because then he works Friday and I don’t. I like him A LOT so close to the “L” word it sucks! But with that comes frustrations and me being me will douce the smoke of trouble before it becomes flames of fury.

Anyhow cheers.

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