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Lonely Summer Sunday

……………………………………………She spent the whole day gazing in the direction of her phone, in a way in which it appeared as if she didn’t want to get caught actively looking at it. I think it was a “watched pot” scenario. She knew the message that she wanted to receive would never come, but she hoped with all her heart that she was wrong. She was still perplexed with the current situation, still her mind swam as she could not figure out how a person could do this to another. She felt as if she could just die from the emotional pain alone but for a good portion of the day she felt as if she would actually die from the physical pain in her chest. She was still at a lose for a solid plan, what would her next move be? How would she manage to pay the bills, feed the kids, and just be?

Everyday for almost a week she hoped for a solution to this very awful predicament that she found herself in, yet everyday seemed as if it were hopeless. How would she emerge from this tragic situation? She would do as she always does; know that people are unreliable, add this disappointment to the many that she has experienced, keep rebuilding the brick wall protecting her heart that he so persistently helped her demolish and keep fighting for survival. This is not to say that she won’t do things that she’s sure she’ll regret, but she WILL survive, hell it’s printed in her DNA…….. Literally…………………………………………….

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